11.8.11

Now everything carefully blank




I know this place, but it doesn't know me
Its colors so familiar bloomed from buds I was once there to see
I know this place, but it is a strange place
Estranged to me, things only we could see
are gone

But then my place is other, too
just - near.

*

"
She kept her songs, they took so little space
The covers pleased her:
Once bleached from lying in a sunny place
One marked in circles by a vase of water,
One mended, when a tidy fit had seized her,
And coloured, by her daughter -
So they had waited, till, in widowhood
She dounf them, looking for something else, and stood

Relearning how each frank submissive chord
Had ushered in
Word after sprawling hyphenated word,
And the unfailing sense of being young
Spread our like a spring-woken tree, wherein
That hidden freshness sung.
That certainty of time laid up in store
As when she played them firts. But, even more,

The glare of that much-mentioned brilliance, love,
Broke out, to show
Its bright incipience sailing above,
Still promisiing to solve, and satisfy,
And set unchangeably in order. So
To pile them back, and cry,
Was hard, without lamely admitting how
It had not done so then, and could not now.
"
Philip Larkin

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