"I have the backbone not to run away from my responsabilities."
"It takes backbone to lead the life you want, Franck."





He said : "you don't have to punish yourself."
I say : I can't let them down. Again.

That's it then.
For the time being.

Bad dreams

It's in the darkness behind the eyes.
D sounds overstated.
I'm just scared to bits. Pressing against the front windows of my skull, loosing myself in the sights and the sounds and the faces, so as not to fall back in, inside It, its soft claws awaiting.
The dream plates of colored glass have grown too small. But what light comes around is almost exactly unlike being blind.

I don't sleep well.
I'm a-losing control.

Antony and the Johnsons - one dove

Evening tremble

Kid, burying mine head under the covers so I'lln't have to face the coming.
The coming issues and comingtments.
"Initiative".

Co/co/on. Gonecoon.
Adult snuff.

Now I know drugs.
How will we?

Leonard Cohen - bird on a wire